"Heartshaped Shards" explores the damage first an abusive childhood and then a terrifying marriage wreaks on the female psyche. Kate has always been the scapegoat for emotions gone wild and in one horrifying night, she finds out just how far her husband's anger can go.
Broken, bloody and left for dead, Kate is just a shattered shell of her former self. Through patient and loving friends, she discovers that maybe she deserves a second chance. But will she ever be able to trust a man again?
Through several close relationships with men she meets during a vacation in the UK, Kate comes to realize that not all men are like her husband and maybe, just maybe, she can take another ride on the Marry-Go-Round.
EXCERPT:
"Kate! Telephone!" Tricia
called from the kitchen. After months of daily therapy sessions with Kate and
evenings spent sharing dinner, stories and songs, Heather had insisted Tricia
move in permanently, a situation all three women were thrilled with.
"Who is it?" Kate mouthed
to Tricia, who just shrugged her shoulders and mouthed "private
number."
Kate frowned at the telephone
before putting it to her ear. "Hello?"
Her blood seemed to turn to ice when
she heard the voice from her nightmares.
"Hello, wife."
Kate was sure her heart would stop
beating and her lungs refuse to work. She must have looked as bad as she was
feeling, because Tricia hurried to push a chair beneath her before her knees
gave way.
"What do you want, Tony?"
Kate forced the words from her mouth and was proud of sounding so calm. She
used his name so Tricia would know who it was, in case her patient's pale face,
cold sweat and shallow breathing weren't enough of a clue.
The voice on the other end of the
line was sickly smooth. Always the charmer when he wanted something. Unless he was using his fists to get it.
"Miss me? I've missed you. You
ran off on me without a word and I was wondering how you were doing."
"I…I ran off on you?" Kate sputtered. She fought for some control
over the hysteria she could hear in her voice, but it was a hard fight that she
was losing.
"That's funny, I was told you
dumped me half naked and mostly dead in a parking lot! Oh and let's not forget
your disappearance a few days later when the police wanted you for questioning."
Tony chuckled. "Oh, yes, I
almost forgot what a drama queen you can be." His voice was so
condescending, Kate fought hard not to scream every obscenity she had ever
heard at him.
After nearly dying from the
injuries wrought by his hands, the subsequent surgeries, the months of
excruciating pain and tortuous therapies, along with the scars she would bear
forever both inside and out, the bastard had the nerve to laugh! And just when I was beginning to work on
forgiving him.
Kate's hand was squeezing the phone
so hard she thought the plastic was going to shatter.
"What the hell do you
want?" She gritted out.
"Watch your language," he
warned with a growl. Then, seemingly remembering his purpose, his voice
returned to its former velvety smoothness. Sickening.
"There is no need to get
snippy, darling. I just want you to know I’m still around so don't plan on
forgetting about me." His voice dropped an ominous octave.
"We have unfinished
business."
Sure that the rest of the blood had
left her head and settled in her feet, Kate glanced at Tricia, who had been
standing nearby at the ready. She wasn't sure what her face betrayed, but
suddenly Tricia was on her knees in front of her and hugging Kate's legs. She
whispered, "You don't have to own this," reminding Kate of her new
mantra.
Kate nodded at Tricia gratefully
and closed her eyes, taking a fortifying deep breath.
"I have no business with you,
Tony. We're divorced and you're a wanted man, but certainly not by me."
His voice was nearly high-pitched,
all attempts at being suave now forgotten.
"You bitch! First you leave me
without a word like I was nothing, nothing!
I had no idea what happened to you--you just disappeared and after all I had
done for you all those years! And then you had the nerve to divorce me?!"
He took a deep breath as Kate
listened silently. She wanted to rail at him, feeling for the first time the
ability to do so. Instead she kept silent, remembering Tricia's admonition that
it did no good to argue with someone who was convinced only they knew the
truth.
His voice dropped once again, the
threat in the tone and words unmistakable as he enunciated each word slowly.
"You are going to regret ever
leaving me."
I
already regret ever meeting you.
HEARTSHAPED SHARDS by Ria MacAlister is approximately 108,000 words and
is specifically formatted for Kindle, with an active table of contents.
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